These days have been tough for me. I couldn't explain why, I already finished my studies and graduated last saturday March 17, 2012.
I Am already a graduate and it's time to face a new beginning. Marching knowing my mom and my sis are on the bleachers, but I am thinking of my father. I can imagine my father's smile on his face, the excitement that he feels after the ceremony but sadly he's not physically around. Missing him makes me weak, and I can't stop missing him coz' I am a papa's bratt girl. It's so much hard for me to continue daily lives without him, without an outlet, without your bestfriend.
I just can't think of a reason, that i'll be the first one to graduate as an eldest daughter and my mom is thinking to work first during my graduation day. All my life, work Is already her priority.
I don't have any choice but to accept it. Well, life must go on in order to make my life a better one... Sometimes, it is on our hands, decisions that are made. We have the choice.
About Me
- BadZ
- a senior taking up BSIT a person who don't want to compete when her opponent is not worth it to be competed
Friday, March 23, 2012
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Melancholy
I woke up today with a smile in my heart and LOVE. Everyday is a brand new day to celebrate and a day to thank God for allowing us to enjoy life.
we can't deny sometimes, even we are the very positive person in this world, we could still feel the sadness.
from the point to express how we miss a person, but that person can't really understand.
from the point when you tried to explain everything but "it's still YOU" on the last part.
on how you've tried to work on something just to be happy but the result is still "FAIL".
on how you've tried your best, you gave everything but still ending-up on different side.
its just we could not avoid this feeling.
Even though sadness is always present in this world, we should always remember that we "HUMANS" have still the control on how we live our life. Ending Happy or Not.
when we enter into a relationship, we allow that person to hurt you.-BadZ
we can't deny sometimes, even we are the very positive person in this world, we could still feel the sadness.
from the point to express how we miss a person, but that person can't really understand.
from the point when you tried to explain everything but "it's still YOU" on the last part.
on how you've tried to work on something just to be happy but the result is still "FAIL".
on how you've tried your best, you gave everything but still ending-up on different side.
its just we could not avoid this feeling.
Even though sadness is always present in this world, we should always remember that we "HUMANS" have still the control on how we live our life. Ending Happy or Not.
when we enter into a relationship, we allow that person to hurt you.-BadZ
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Heaven is where you are now...
Its been months that I haven't post new blogs.
Now its June 13, 2010 01:26am.
What do you always remember when month of June is approaching???
As we all know, Father's day is in and we prepare for that event, thinking what would be the surprises that would be done for our family especially to our dad, our "haligi ng tahanan"
Preparing for that day is not that really tiring because its not preparing for a grand celebration, but preparing for a TIME to spend with the family, PARTY with dads.
In this world, all of us do have DAD, some do have DADs, it's quite amazing to think that why do we have mother's day, father's day... now i realize, it is a reminder to give thanks to them, to let us put them a smile on their handsome faces.
Sometimes, I get jealous with the people who go out with their dad together, throwing jokes with each other, and guide them in their life. I also get angry with the others who don't understand there father and they just take it for granted.
In this planet, we all know that this life we have is just a temporary, some people get to heaven first and some of her/his love ones have still remained.
In my situation now, my dad is not already here, its been 13 years 1 month and 28 days that had past away...
Father's day is approaching, I want to prepare for that day, but for whom? I'm thinking, If he's just here, I'll be tense for the surprises that i would prepare for him. I'll be excited to see his smile on his face.
So sadly, it's just always for whom, for whom, for whom....
but I'll know, He knows what am i posting right now, and he's happy where he is...
"Dad, Happy Father's Day... I know you're in good hands right now together with our some relatives. I know that you're just watching wherever we are, smiling when we are enjoying and we are happy. Dad, I've been always missing you, I Love you (kisses)"-BadZ
Now its June 13, 2010 01:26am.
What do you always remember when month of June is approaching???
As we all know, Father's day is in and we prepare for that event, thinking what would be the surprises that would be done for our family especially to our dad, our "haligi ng tahanan"
Preparing for that day is not that really tiring because its not preparing for a grand celebration, but preparing for a TIME to spend with the family, PARTY with dads.
In this world, all of us do have DAD, some do have DADs, it's quite amazing to think that why do we have mother's day, father's day... now i realize, it is a reminder to give thanks to them, to let us put them a smile on their handsome faces.
Sometimes, I get jealous with the people who go out with their dad together, throwing jokes with each other, and guide them in their life. I also get angry with the others who don't understand there father and they just take it for granted.
In this planet, we all know that this life we have is just a temporary, some people get to heaven first and some of her/his love ones have still remained.
In my situation now, my dad is not already here, its been 13 years 1 month and 28 days that had past away...
Father's day is approaching, I want to prepare for that day, but for whom? I'm thinking, If he's just here, I'll be tense for the surprises that i would prepare for him. I'll be excited to see his smile on his face.
So sadly, it's just always for whom, for whom, for whom....
but I'll know, He knows what am i posting right now, and he's happy where he is...
"Dad, Happy Father's Day... I know you're in good hands right now together with our some relatives. I know that you're just watching wherever we are, smiling when we are enjoying and we are happy. Dad, I've been always missing you, I Love you (kisses)"-BadZ
