Happy & Sad

These days have been tough for me. I couldn't explain why, I already finished my studies and graduated last saturday March 17, 2012.

I Am already a graduate and it's time to face a new beginning. Marching knowing my mom and my sis are on the bleachers, but I am thinking of my father. I can imagine my father's smile on his face, the excitement that he feels after the ceremony but sadly he's not physically around. Missing him makes me weak, and I can't stop missing him coz' I am a papa's bratt girl. It's so much hard for me to continue daily lives without him, without an outlet, without your bestfriend.

I just can't think of a reason, that i'll be the first one to graduate as an eldest daughter and my mom is thinking to work first during my graduation day. All my life, work Is already her priority.

I don't have any choice but to accept it. Well, life must go on in order to make my life a better one... Sometimes, it is on our hands, decisions that are made. We have the choice.

Melancholy

I woke up today with a smile in my heart and LOVE. Everyday is a brand new day to celebrate and a day to thank God for allowing us to enjoy life.

we can't deny sometimes, even we are the very positive person in this world, we could still feel the sadness.

from the point to express how we miss a person, but that person can't really understand.
from the point when you tried to explain everything but "it's still YOU" on the last part.
on how you've tried to work on something just to be happy but the result is still "FAIL".
on how you've tried your best, you gave everything but still ending-up on different side.

its just we could not avoid this feeling.

Even though sadness is always present in this world, we should always remember that we "HUMANS" have still the control on how we live our life. Ending Happy or Not.

when we enter into a relationship, we allow that person to hurt you.-BadZ

Heaven is where you are now...

Its been months that I haven't post new blogs.
Now its June 13, 2010 01:26am.

What do you always remember when month of June is approaching???
As we all know, Father's day is in and we prepare for that event, thinking what would be the surprises that would be done for our family especially to our dad, our "haligi ng tahanan"

Preparing for that day is not that really tiring because its not preparing for a grand celebration, but preparing for a TIME to spend with the family, PARTY with dads.

In this world, all of us do have DAD, some do have DADs, it's quite amazing to think that why do we have mother's day, father's day... now i realize, it is a reminder to give thanks to them, to let us put them a smile on their handsome faces.

Sometimes, I get jealous with the people who go out with their dad together, throwing jokes with each other, and guide them in their life. I also get angry with the others who don't understand there father and they just take it for granted.

In this planet, we all know that this life we have is just a temporary, some people get to heaven first and some of her/his love ones have still remained.

In my situation now, my dad is not already here, its been 13 years 1 month and 28 days that had past away...

Father's day is approaching, I want to prepare for that day, but for whom? I'm thinking, If he's just here, I'll be tense for the surprises that i would prepare for him. I'll be excited to see his smile on his face.

So sadly, it's just always for whom, for whom, for whom....

but I'll know, He knows what am i posting right now, and he's happy where he is...

"Dad, Happy Father's Day... I know you're in good hands right now together with our some relatives. I know that you're just watching wherever we are, smiling when we are enjoying and we are happy. Dad, I've been always missing you, I Love you (kisses)"-BadZ

Your SMILE makes my DAY

It was last last year when I felt the word "INSPIRED". It is really indeed a wonderful feeling, to wake up early everyday just to prepare yourself for your beauty. Almost everybody in this world has an inspiration. It's so nice to wake up happy, for you can appreciate small things, the fragrance of fresh air is there, the birds are chirping, and the surroundings are beautiful.

Life is really unfair, we can't deny that but even life is unfair, we can make our life better than what we are expecting to be. Our life depends on how we live it. Maybe to others, they always thought of something that is worthless so they can't be happy like others.

WHAT's Important in your life???

Money???Materials???Love???Friends???







you can have all of that if you can afford but to tell you, you don't need all of that things to be happy in life and to be contented.

You just need God, your family and your friends.
You can have you inspiration to make your day a COOL day.

Me, I'm contented with having friends and inspiration in my life. Relationships??? I don't think of having that stuff but why should I always go after always if it will still come someday, in a right place and in the right time???



Somewhere down the Road, your paths will crossed again if it is meant to be, if Destined to be with each other, You wouldn't know how you'd find that person... and grow old until you'll be having white hairs...



this is picture was taken last January 29, 2010, we don't have class so we chose to enjoy the HOLIDAY. from 10am in the morning, playing badminton, and end up in the PLAZA GENERAL SANTOS at 6pm in the evening. We really enjoyed this and this will serve as our one of our memories in our college life.


Treasure your friends for friends are more expensive than the Gold-BadZ

Everyone really do mistakes

Everyone really pursue on what they think is right but as we all know, CHANGE is the constant thing in this Universe. People commits mistakes may change and that's what we shall do, change to Good and not to Bad.

On Holidays

There were nights that your name doesn't appear in my mind. Months had past that I don't hear your voice, I don't see your face and I haven't smell your perfume. I don't miss you because I don't find you when I'm all alone.

Now, I can't sleep, I don't know why.....

Are you going away??? Trying to find another one??? In other place?? Or not???

There are times that we're together...

After I went home from the last time we saw each other, I was bothered by the way you show your facial expressions when people tried to throw jokes on me to let me smile and enjoy. I had attempts in looking at you if you're enjoying the environment or not but your reaction doesn't seems your enjoying instead, your face says "TSK".

On my way home, I keep thinking why I felt that way but I maybe it's just a feeling of concern.

I wanna give a try to share this with my mates but I'm afraid of what would they conclude after hearing what I am feeling.

I'm so confused that why is it going this way??? I'd never expect to be like this because when we're together, I don't feel the word "LASTS" . Happen if meant to be ,and not if it's NOT.

Then why I can't sleep in the middle of the night. ???

I was strolling awhile ago, looking at the people if I can see my friends there.

"I'm annoyed "

because when I look some people, All I can see is your face and in a blink of eye, it's not you. many times...

When I'm about to past the exit door, I remember you when I have smelled the perfume that you are always using.

Why is it these things are happening to me???
I'm not expecting like these...
Seems that you are always remembered by me...
And honestly, I'm expecting to see you in a right time and we'll be together...

Did I do something wrong that it goes this way? I was just trying to make things right when we're together.

Now, I think I'm missing you...

Are you going away or not??? I'll wait for your answer till the time we'll see each other again...
I don't know when is the specific date but I'm 101% sure that we'll see again and enjoying where we are.

Untitled -Simple Plan

I open my eyes, I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how,I can't remember why
I'm lyin' here tonight, And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away, No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:(*)
How could this happen to me?, I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run, the night goes on
as I'm fadin' away, I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream, How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screamin', I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slippin' off the edge, I'm hangin' by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered, And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done, No I can't

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I've made my mistakes, got nowhere to run
the night goes on, as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Do The Right Thing

Today...
I wanna make things all clear out
Last Midnight, was the beginning of a New Year
A year to enjoy, a year to make this year a better year than last few years, a year to change and a year to make things right.

I thought doing all things I wanna do can make me happy. Without any thinking if I could hurt someone who has been maybe expecting too much of what I've showed actions.
I was thinking right now, out of all people that I could hurt is someone who's been serious. I actually do it because of "effortless".

I thought, an act of "effortless" is the act of the people who are doing stupid things. I realize now, not all. Some are "effortless" but true and there are some people who made over efforts but in the end they are cheater. Isn't right ???

In today's generation, we don't know how people enjoy themselves, by making things right? or making things wrong that can make them happy?
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Let me narrate the story:

It was last year when I met a man who actually spend time with me during the days that the man is here. Hours of texting, hours of talking...asking if I'm alright, what am I doing, who's with me.

And me, I just go with the flow, without thinking what could that person think after doing such actions. Even I'm not sure yet if I want to be with the person, i just think of myself that I am happy. I keep on letting him expect and me, myself don't have any plans on that man.

There comes a time when that man had a message to me that was wrong sent by him. When I read that message, I already knew he was referring to me without thinking twice because I know what am I doing at that very moment. Who am I going with.

That man was giving me enough reasons to convince me that it was just a wrong send but I'm not that stupid to believe because I know what people thinks.

Last week, i've realize that 2010 is becoming near, I should do the right thing.
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So now, honestly, at the very first start, I don't have interests in you, It didn't come to a point that I'm beginning to like you until now, I can say I don't have "LIKES" in you.

I was just being selfish to show some actions that can make you hurt.

That's why now, I'm starting to do right things. Not letting you feel that I'm interested coz' that's how I feel.

I won't be sorry for you coz' I know, you are not sure of what you really feel. Maybe, you also find someone to enjoy. When you just saw me, you just directly go straight and not thinking a hundred times.

I won't regret of what did I do for I turn my mistakes into the right thing and there's still a time.-BadZ

A Beautiful Christmas

Merry Christmas to all of you

Christmas in our lives should be merry right???
It depends on how we enjoy it, on how we spend it, on who are the people joining us in making our christmas as a Merry.

For this year, I attended all the 9 mornings not because for my wish, but because of I just want to attend. Its been 4 years that I haven't completed the 9 mornings, it's not a must but for me it is a celebration.

I was very glad when Christmas is coming. Aside from presents, you are together with your family. Eat together in a table, smiling, talking, laughing, some are giving jokes. I just looking back at my memories, how happy are we spending our Christmas.

I thought my Christmas would end as how did it start. As how I look at the bright sky in the morning and the dark sky that full of twinkling stars as the night comes out. In that day, I slept late...

I had time to open my messenger, mails, Plurks, blog, Facebook and etc. As i have signed in to my messenger, I've greeted everyone a "Merry Christmas"! Some had replied and some did not but I don't care, the important is, I've let them knew they were remembered by me. Someone buzz me. And I replied. I was seriously chatting on him, as he asked to view my webby. I invited him for I know he wants to see me. Later on, after our quite long conversation, I asked him for his webby also. It took me 5 minutes of waiting and unexpectedly, it wasn't his face that I have seen. I was really really pissed off of what happened.

Later on, he chatted me that its already ok. My Internet connection was disconnected and I signed in again. We had short conversation then,at that time, he didn't recognize yet that i got pissed with that stuff. After recognizing it, there he said "SORRY".

I realize, if he's really sorry, why I need to let him know I got pissed with what happen, whether he's the one who did it or not. My Christmas is not that merry already. I didn't let myself focus on that stuff because it's not that important to me as well as the person.

Its been the 2nd time that I got pissed and hearing the word sorry.
Is it worth it to give time to that person who's been maybe enjoying doing stupid stuff to me???

Both of us know, there's going through between us. Before, I can still remember, he did ask me what is my "LIKES" in a guy. I answered him, simply, RESPECT.

With what happen, I can see, respect is not really there.

Do i have to entertain that kind of person??? I gave him time, I respect him after what happened in the first. but now...I DON'T KNOW....


I think, he knows that I'm that cold anymore but I was just doing the right thing myself.

"PREVENTION IS BETTER THAN CURE"

My Christmas was not that affected by him coz' i know, crushes are there waiting...
(hahaha)

I just don't like to act the same way as the past...I just let him feel so confident that I've expected as this stage but it's ok. This is the important, when there is still time to change, do it because regrets live forever!

Someday, he'll be reading my post and I don't give a damn fuckin' shit with what comments would be given.

I'm happy as always , as what I have always told you before.

Just realize what have you done, I know, you are not the one who made that stuff but you should have give a try of preventing what would happen.

Think every moment when you do a move because in a single wrong move, your opponent would be CHECKMATE and nothing will be yours. You could lose.-BadZ

I <3 L I F E

Yesterday, I was about to leave the dreamland but someone showed up ,unexpectedly. I've noticed his shirt was familiar to me. It's color black and there is a print.
I was surprised when I look at his bottom wear, a cargo short and a Nike shoes for hip-hop dancers. It was so funny that he wore like that, i can't really imagined because as the time we see each other, he don't wore cargo shorts.

Unluckily, my aunt woke me up because I need to prepare for my 7:30am class already. I don't have any choice but I need to stand not to be late.

I have a nice day at that time, but when I'm prepared to go to school, I was pissed off because I was not able to go to school at before 7:30. I chose not to VERY late because it is very shameful already, so I went to school before my next class.

At that day, it didn't end a bad day rather, it ended with a smile. My nice day turned to a SMILEY day.

I feel very comfortable being with you. I've encountered to be annoyed by the attitude that you're showing but by just a glimpse coming from you, it fades always. I'm glad that you're just what you are because it just shows that you don't like to have regrets at any time. I appreciate who are good to me, but I love people who are really true in front and behind me.

If you'll be asking now the question you wanna ask, it depends if you have brought the answer of my sign. I'm not so dependent into signs but I just wanna make sure that I can say "this is the right time". I've been praying everyday about that and hoping it would come because I'm already happy in it.

There are times when I think of you that the world seems GREAT meeting a person like you. Hanging-out with you, spending time with you and be with you as late as possible. (haha) but Honestly, I'm very "OK" when I'm am with you even we're in the most boring place in the world. As long as I am with you, I am OK.

I don't want to make things fast. I want it slowly, no pressures. Isn't it good? "SLOWLY BUT SURELY" I just want to happen things, in a smoothly. It's like a program in the computer, when you programmed quickly without thinking, we can't assure that it would give your expected program and output. In this situation, we need to think, Think hundred times but not thinking forever.

I know how you felt when there are times when you try to call me but I don't answer.
I know it's sad but honestly sometimes, I just don't feel to talk to you.
I know it's quite weird but I just want not to be used to it because maybe, someday I will keep on craving that like a Coffee Crumble Ice Cream.
I don't want to feel that way. It's just I Don't really really WANT but to tell you honestly, I wanna hear your voice always.

Now, you'll be arriving soon and surely, we'll see each other again.
and let's see what will happen...
Go with the flow.
No expectations, No pressures...
Just be the way you are
And I'll not be a far...

There are times when I just want to look at your face
With the stars in the night
There are times when I just want to feel your embrace
In the cold night
You're always on my mind
By the time i wake up in the early morning
Until I'll be going to dreamland
I wanna see you there everyday as I go there as my daily routine
Even now, you're a million miles away
You've been always running in my mind.
Always wear a smile
and be HAPPY
coz' i love the way you smile.

"We're happy to see the person we want to see
We are glad to see the person we want to be with
and ME
I love the person WHO i want to be with & WHO love the person I want to be with"-BadZ

too hard, too unpredictable

As we continue our journey in our daily lives, we experienced some challenges that are hard to understand. Some things that we think it's impossible but then it happened. Sometimes, we expect the unexpected.

Mysterious isn't it???

Well, life is really mysterious. Whether we're in the North, South, East, West of the earth.

In my 18 years of living in this small world. I'd never tried to questioned myself, "When can I have a person that I can call mine and a person who'll say she's mine???" While some of my friends are thinking about that but when it comes to myself, I don't care(haha). Maybe, I'm just so dependent that when a time comes,and ask for that "Crazy Lil' Thing" I can easily have one.

When it comes to that "Thing", I am so "choosy" that if I don't feel that person, He'll be sorry.

I was already a freshmen before, when I had think and ask " Is that person will be mine?"
As days goes by, I enjoyed some memories we had and ask, "what is this I'm feeling, i just can't explain?" We know, nothing is perfect in this world, but in that situation, i can't stop myself from thinking and smiling but it havn't end in a SMILING emotion. I've learned a lot in that "UNEXPECTED"(haha).

Now, I'm already a sophomore, I think and asked myself again the same question when I'm still freshmen but different person. When I see him, I keep on giving him a smile. It just happened very fast that we see each other almost everyday before the resume of the classes.

Honestly, i can't hardly understand what am I feeling right now, I don't like to be texting for whole day, I just want he'll keep on texting me and let me feel that he's there always. I just reply seldomly, but I hope, he would never think that I don't like.

I know,he's missing me right now. and I also missing him right now.

it's too hard because it's unpredictable....
We'll never know it might end tonight, later ,tomorrow, etc.

"I do things, not to let myself expect but I do things, not to regret.
Regrets last forever."- BadZ

If there's a word more than " MISS "

Starting yesterday, I don't know what to to. I wanted to be busy but i do not know what stuff that can make me busy. Computers, televisions, cameras, cellphone can't heal the pain that I'm going through.

Whether the feeling is happy or sad, i can easily think words that can be used but its so hard to type it down, because my eyes are blur, because of tears.

Now, i'm missing someone who was already gone. Someone that I use to call when I have something i wanted or something that i needed.

He is someone who is always there for me.

I'm still a kid at that time when he's gone. Even my mind is very childish, I can say that he was GREAT! THE BEST!

Now, i want something that i admit, not really for the good but i wanted to have an experienced.
I don't want to be dependent in all moves.
I think, when HE is still alive, i maybe don't have problem on this. I may have problem but maybe that is missing HIM/THEM.

Its actually hard to share this with someone, because i'm afraid that they would not listen and just have a reply "OK LANG NA, PART LANG NA SA LIFE".

i just cry myself alone, without letting the people know that I'm REALLY REALLY MISSING HIM SO MUCH!

that's why, the title is " IF there's a word more than "MISS" ", i would use that word just to show how I'm missing HIM so much!!!

Dad, this is for you:

Daddy come back.
I want you back.
Why did you have to go.
It's just not the same without you.
I'm always thinking about you.
Your always making me teary-eyed.
I love you daddy why did you have to go.
I miss you a lot but you obviously don't know.
Otherwise you wouldn't have had to go.
It's hard not to be teary-eyed in church but I'm trying to overcome it.
To imagine, if I'll become a bride someday.
You are not with me walking in the aisle.
Sometimes when I'm all alone and i have time to think.
I think about you and i cry and cry and cry.
Some people think "oh you should be over this"
But then i think to myself you don't know how it feels to be in this pain
or to how hard it is to make it go away.
My head hurts all the time, especially when I'm about to cry.
Its hard to type down these words as tears blur up my eyes.
When i try to speak about you i choke and then i start to cry
I miss you daddy why did you have to go.
BadZ

Only Reminds Me Of You

"Only Reminds Me Of You" is a song that was sung by Juris from the band MYMP.

I open my WMP, to listen to music in order to have melody in a dark silent night.
I'm just chatting with my friend at the same time texting to some people, except for the one. It's just, when the song was about to end, it reminded me of someone, someone whom i've wasted my time.

but even, it went it that way, like a NIGHTMARE, i've enjoyed what had happened. Funny memories from that person is still fresh on my mind and when i'm reminded of that, I keep on smiling. Ü


It's just part of life, well it must go on!

Sometimes, i had questions...

"How Do I live Without You?"-Celine Dion

"How Did I fall In Love With You?"-Backstreet Boys

"How You Means To Me?"

"YOU"-gave me the reasons to live..."TO LOVE AGAIN"
- have brighten my day..."A SMILE IN YOUR HEART
-changed my life ..."YOU CHANGED MY LIFE"


that word "YOU" would be important forever...

and now, it was still
"SEARCHING"...

As you can see, it was based from love songs, but try to listen...
and maybe, you'll be reminded of somebody whom you have wasted your time so much.

And remember some good/bad memories of that person and you end up smiling.

“DON'T CRY FOR A MAN WHO LEFT YOU, THE NEXT ONE MAY FALL FOR YOUR SMILE"-BadZ

Thinking of You

"Another has gone, I'm still all alone, How could this be, You're not here with me"- You Are Not Alone-Michael Jackson.

It's so funny to face a new day with a great smile. A smile that can take away problems for awhile.
Its quite long time that its so hard for me to be true, to smile to another even deep inside its :-(.

A day, started with no expectations. Its just seems that, I HAD MOVED ON from yesterday's nightmare.
Everyday is a journey, so i should continue my life, enjoying as what others is doing.

Enjoying life don't need crushes, boyfriends. For me, only TRUE FRIENDS...
but its just better to have some. HAHA...

All I can say, this day is so wonderful.

Maybe because of no failing scores in exams??? But its just seems so different!
I hope, this would always continue not only for me but also to others ;-)

"WHEN ONE DOOR OF HAPPINESS CLOSES, ANOTHER OPENS; BUT OFTEN WE LOOK SO LONG AT THE CLOSED DOOR THAT WE DO NOT
SEE THE ONE WHICH HAS BEEN OPENED FOR US".-BadZ

Sad

A day started without a smile in my face and will end still without it.

Few days ago, I was so out of my mind that I don't think of anything except for one thing. The thing that led me to worry(?), to keep on hoping , and to keep tears from heartaches. I'm so weird when it comes to these things, that I don't know what I've been sharing.

Last tuesday, I was physically sick that I don't have much energy to text a long message but I kept on waiting,waiting my cellphone to beep and to see the name of the sender. I don't know what's with that name that I can reply even I can finished 1 page of a text message. oh, totally WEIRD.

I can't still help myself but cry alone, in the middle of the night, when the silence of a dark night is attacking.

Am I a crazy ??? Over-acting??? GOSH!

When will this end??? Will this end with a Line"Happily Ever After"? or "BROKEN forever?"

Heart---aches
Don't need any medicine .
Don't need any bandage.
Don't need any busy time of yours.
"FOR HEARTACHES CAN BE ONLY CURED BY SOMEONE WHO TRULY LOVES YOU"-BadZ

Hope

I didn't know, this will happen to me after hundred days of resting from a DREAM that I was not expecting it would be a great experience. I've enjoy my dream more than hundred hours. I've exerted effort just to make my dream more colorful. Well, as what had happened, it became colorful and interesting.
after that, some things went through differently and it remain as a WONDERFUL DREAM...

Now,as I'm on my journey..
I can't understand myself. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW?

I'm just trying to be nice to everyone, to enjoy what I have..but, a NIGHTMARE came
I believe in signs. As what am I doing since then to see result. I can't make believe myself that it is not TRUE. My life now is weird as nothing any word can describe. I've just been quiet along my journey, and not destructing someone. I wasn't glad when I already knew the result of sign, but there is still an angel, trying to convince me. And told me and ask me"WHAT IF's". I know, for me to be comforted at that time.

I felt so LOOSER in the world.I don't have anyone to leaned on because i was not used to, to this NIGTHMARE of mine. I can't always be dependent to others. They have their own lives and problems.

That's why, I would just cry alone and always assure no one knows.


I hope, I will already face a new beginning, new day and new person to meet.

When You Were Gone

When you were gone, I was alone
You sat with God upon a throne.
It's too lonely to face the world
For without you the nights were cold.

When you were gone, I asked Him why.
I asked Him how would I survive
I closed my eyes as my tears fell
In loneliness my heart would dwell.

When you were gone, all but emptiness
Filled my world with nothingness
Your memory still lingers on
As I move on and on.

Regional PRISAA

Last December 5, 2008, the Local PRISAA was held at the open field of NDDU. At 4:30 in the afternoon, the classes were cancelled so luckily, i have attended all subjects on that day. Every MWF, i am taking a nap before going to my last class, but because the classes were cancelled and i'm also a player, I still need to go to the school to attend the opening. So I woke up before 4pm and ready myself. I texted my teammates and ask them what am i going to wear? complete uniform? or just the jersey alone?? and some of them replied " only jersey". So I just wore my jersey and i paired with my uniform skirt and i didn't wore my school shoes, because every opening in PRISAA, it has a parade and CS for common sense, I wore my Crocs because it's rubber. When I already arrived, I directly went to the canteen and find my teammates. When somebody was already telling that all players go now to the respective areas, we quickly went to our area and so very "MALAS" , we received 1 peso coin because of not wearing complete volleyball unifrom..haha..one of my embarassing moment.. (tsk)..but its OK, we're not the only team got scolded..(shh) nlng sa mga nka-ila sa nangasaba..hihi.. at the last part, it was succesfull, we won 1st runner up. After the game, honestly, "nanghihinayang tlga ako sa pagod ko" -yours trully..i just felt that way, but i can't change the result,we played the game, and give all our very best..that's the life of player, "ACCEPTANCE" whether you win or loose,accept it! After the game, our team went to the KIOSK that is near at the canteen, our captain ball told our coach that herself and me were chosen to be with them at the Regional PRISAA Meet. The tiredness that i feltwas gone but our coach give me some pieces of advice that he won't allow our captain ball to join because she is graduating and it is already my choice if I'll go with them or not. And the one that i have been very hesitated with , was "ikaw lng isa ,d man nmo close, ang mga babae na basketball ,d man pud ka close sa ila ,wa kay kauban" & " mahadlok ko sa imo basi ma bensoy ka nila ba , maskin naa kay gawa sa court, mkaingon nlng ka sa sarili, dpt gpasulod ko" then, I always pray to God and ask signs if i should go or not, I ask my bestfriends to give me some pieces of advice what should be my choice. So the month of december had past and i have only 1 month to decide. 1 week before the practice for the Regional held at the WiLdcats everyday, i've made a decision that "i'll not go" ,the person who i talked to, told me that, "ha? d ka?? ah, ikaw..ikaw man magdecision, pro sayang ra man gud ang opportunity", and i replied, "cge, unya hapon, magfinal ko" and then she told me, "pagfinal na unya ha pra kng d ka muuban naa pa cla time pra magkuha ug lain players" so, afterb 3 hrs. I made a decision that i will go to the Regional Meet. honestly, (pa-ayaw-ayaw ako pro sa totoo gustung-gusto ko, syempre, regional na yun nga, and yung hi-skul ,d ako nkatry ng CRAA, first time ko tlga 2, ok lng sa akin khit d mkkalaro pro dun ako natakot sa payu na ibinigay sa akin, takot akong umuwi ng d pinapalaro kasi pinayuhan na ako baka lang, d mggamit kng anu meron ako) so yun!

wait! Di pa tapos aking story...

Here comes the REGIONAL PRISAA REGION XII

Regional PRISAA Meet was held in the Notre Dame Of Tacurong College (NDTC). Those place that are post in the picture, those are the teams.

As we haved arrived at Tacurong, it is a very hot afternoon, we went to our quarters we are assigned and I went to the NDDU quarters and put my baggage there. I was just alone sitting in below the blackboard, i don't have any close friends with me. So, I texted my HTC teammates if i can go to their quarters and respond me with "SURE". When I got there, they directly asked me if where will I sleep, before i went to their quarters, i heard some of my co-players asked permission if they're allowed to join with their teammates not in NDDU, and the were not allowed. So i just told them, i'll asked permission, and minutes had passed, i saw the softball player inside the HTC quarters and I asked her if she will sleep at the NDDU quarters, and she told me that no! i just directly went here. So I asked help with my one teammate to help me bringing my baggage upstairs. So for 3 days to nights, i slept with my teammates without asking persmission..haha...

On the first night, I can't sleep well, as well as my one teammate too. I think, we slept for just 2 hrs. , because of the snore of one person inside the quarters. I get easily irritated with that sound. It's so very very loud.haha..(what an experience!!!) I took a shower before going to sleep because the last time we went to tacurong and played there the NDEA meet, it's very hot. After shower, i have a stolen picture..haha..

(Daw tanga lang noh??!! bsta d lng init ah! kaluluoy kau na dagway! ahahah)



When it was already 8am, we ate breakfast and took shower because we have a game and our first opponent was the SK -Sultan Kudarat. And happily, we won our first game..haha..

Our second game was 1pm, our opponent was the Marbel represents the South Cotabato. Some of my teammates has a target in the other team because ( FEELING MAAU) man gud, and my teammates just want to let her learn her lesson..her ba xa?? haha...so we won again another game! we are striving not to loose because, it will be selection, 60-40 not all of us will be going for mational if that happens, if we loose just a game. And luckily after 2 games won, we are already waiting for championship. We don't have anything should do except for resting for the championship game... hehe..before we went back to our quarters, the target of my teammates said (Kita-kita lng ta sa championship ah!) -(oh! dba! d kau xa feelers!!!)..haha..

(whistle) 7 steps forward-bow-about face-bow

oopS! kari pa d i nauna..hehe.

OoPs! naa pud mo'y napansin??
May napapnsin kau???

Number 13 Ko!!!
Can't ImagiNe! bUt Nahitbo nah!

After the 2nd game
(No sweat???) haha...
~Ong~Sir Allan~Rhea~Beng~Jessa~Cecel~Grace~Rheza~Aileen~
~Charing(trainor)~Mark~kabarkads nla charing..(suri lng, wla gyud ko kblo sa iyng name)~



after the Championship Game...

~thank you coach, thank you players
of Sultan Kudarat & South Cotabato~



THE CHAMPIONS

Champions!!!




Number ONE! GENSAN!!!


GO!GO!GO! FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!

haha,yaka na! kay humana ang game!
MAG-TONG-ITS NA TA!!!
kay mahal ang baraha!!! haha..

OOPSSS...WA NAKO NKALIMTAN C CHARING!!!

who keeps on ..tanawa na lang ang iyang gpngbuhat!!! haha

TIME&JOY&HAPPINESS WE'VE SHARED
as days go by WILL TURN TO MEMORIES
WILL BE KEEP FOREVER

Philippians 4:13 "I can do all things through CHRIST who strengthens me"

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