Only Reminds Me Of You

"Only Reminds Me Of You" is a song that was sung by Juris from the band MYMP.

I open my WMP, to listen to music in order to have melody in a dark silent night.
I'm just chatting with my friend at the same time texting to some people, except for the one. It's just, when the song was about to end, it reminded me of someone, someone whom i've wasted my time.

but even, it went it that way, like a NIGHTMARE, i've enjoyed what had happened. Funny memories from that person is still fresh on my mind and when i'm reminded of that, I keep on smiling. Ü


It's just part of life, well it must go on!

Sometimes, i had questions...

"How Do I live Without You?"-Celine Dion

"How Did I fall In Love With You?"-Backstreet Boys

"How You Means To Me?"

"YOU"-gave me the reasons to live..."TO LOVE AGAIN"
- have brighten my day..."A SMILE IN YOUR HEART
-changed my life ..."YOU CHANGED MY LIFE"


that word "YOU" would be important forever...

and now, it was still
"SEARCHING"...

As you can see, it was based from love songs, but try to listen...
and maybe, you'll be reminded of somebody whom you have wasted your time so much.

And remember some good/bad memories of that person and you end up smiling.

“DON'T CRY FOR A MAN WHO LEFT YOU, THE NEXT ONE MAY FALL FOR YOUR SMILE"-BadZ

Thinking of You

"Another has gone, I'm still all alone, How could this be, You're not here with me"- You Are Not Alone-Michael Jackson.

It's so funny to face a new day with a great smile. A smile that can take away problems for awhile.
Its quite long time that its so hard for me to be true, to smile to another even deep inside its :-(.

A day, started with no expectations. Its just seems that, I HAD MOVED ON from yesterday's nightmare.
Everyday is a journey, so i should continue my life, enjoying as what others is doing.

Enjoying life don't need crushes, boyfriends. For me, only TRUE FRIENDS...
but its just better to have some. HAHA...

All I can say, this day is so wonderful.

Maybe because of no failing scores in exams??? But its just seems so different!
I hope, this would always continue not only for me but also to others ;-)

"WHEN ONE DOOR OF HAPPINESS CLOSES, ANOTHER OPENS; BUT OFTEN WE LOOK SO LONG AT THE CLOSED DOOR THAT WE DO NOT
SEE THE ONE WHICH HAS BEEN OPENED FOR US".-BadZ

Sad

A day started without a smile in my face and will end still without it.

Few days ago, I was so out of my mind that I don't think of anything except for one thing. The thing that led me to worry(?), to keep on hoping , and to keep tears from heartaches. I'm so weird when it comes to these things, that I don't know what I've been sharing.

Last tuesday, I was physically sick that I don't have much energy to text a long message but I kept on waiting,waiting my cellphone to beep and to see the name of the sender. I don't know what's with that name that I can reply even I can finished 1 page of a text message. oh, totally WEIRD.

I can't still help myself but cry alone, in the middle of the night, when the silence of a dark night is attacking.

Am I a crazy ??? Over-acting??? GOSH!

When will this end??? Will this end with a Line"Happily Ever After"? or "BROKEN forever?"

Heart---aches
Don't need any medicine .
Don't need any bandage.
Don't need any busy time of yours.
"FOR HEARTACHES CAN BE ONLY CURED BY SOMEONE WHO TRULY LOVES YOU"-BadZ

Hope

I didn't know, this will happen to me after hundred days of resting from a DREAM that I was not expecting it would be a great experience. I've enjoy my dream more than hundred hours. I've exerted effort just to make my dream more colorful. Well, as what had happened, it became colorful and interesting.
after that, some things went through differently and it remain as a WONDERFUL DREAM...

Now,as I'm on my journey..
I can't understand myself. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW?

I'm just trying to be nice to everyone, to enjoy what I have..but, a NIGHTMARE came
I believe in signs. As what am I doing since then to see result. I can't make believe myself that it is not TRUE. My life now is weird as nothing any word can describe. I've just been quiet along my journey, and not destructing someone. I wasn't glad when I already knew the result of sign, but there is still an angel, trying to convince me. And told me and ask me"WHAT IF's". I know, for me to be comforted at that time.

I felt so LOOSER in the world.I don't have anyone to leaned on because i was not used to, to this NIGTHMARE of mine. I can't always be dependent to others. They have their own lives and problems.

That's why, I would just cry alone and always assure no one knows.


I hope, I will already face a new beginning, new day and new person to meet.