Everyone really do mistakes

Everyone really pursue on what they think is right but as we all know, CHANGE is the constant thing in this Universe. People commits mistakes may change and that's what we shall do, change to Good and not to Bad.

On Holidays

There were nights that your name doesn't appear in my mind. Months had past that I don't hear your voice, I don't see your face and I haven't smell your perfume. I don't miss you because I don't find you when I'm all alone.

Now, I can't sleep, I don't know why.....

Are you going away??? Trying to find another one??? In other place?? Or not???

There are times that we're together...

After I went home from the last time we saw each other, I was bothered by the way you show your facial expressions when people tried to throw jokes on me to let me smile and enjoy. I had attempts in looking at you if you're enjoying the environment or not but your reaction doesn't seems your enjoying instead, your face says "TSK".

On my way home, I keep thinking why I felt that way but I maybe it's just a feeling of concern.

I wanna give a try to share this with my mates but I'm afraid of what would they conclude after hearing what I am feeling.

I'm so confused that why is it going this way??? I'd never expect to be like this because when we're together, I don't feel the word "LASTS" . Happen if meant to be ,and not if it's NOT.

Then why I can't sleep in the middle of the night. ???

I was strolling awhile ago, looking at the people if I can see my friends there.

"I'm annoyed "

because when I look some people, All I can see is your face and in a blink of eye, it's not you. many times...

When I'm about to past the exit door, I remember you when I have smelled the perfume that you are always using.

Why is it these things are happening to me???
I'm not expecting like these...
Seems that you are always remembered by me...
And honestly, I'm expecting to see you in a right time and we'll be together...

Did I do something wrong that it goes this way? I was just trying to make things right when we're together.

Now, I think I'm missing you...

Are you going away or not??? I'll wait for your answer till the time we'll see each other again...
I don't know when is the specific date but I'm 101% sure that we'll see again and enjoying where we are.

Untitled -Simple Plan

I open my eyes, I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how,I can't remember why
I'm lyin' here tonight, And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away, No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:(*)
How could this happen to me?, I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run, the night goes on
as I'm fadin' away, I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream, How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screamin', I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slippin' off the edge, I'm hangin' by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered, And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done, No I can't

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I've made my mistakes, got nowhere to run
the night goes on, as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Do The Right Thing

Today...
I wanna make things all clear out
Last Midnight, was the beginning of a New Year
A year to enjoy, a year to make this year a better year than last few years, a year to change and a year to make things right.

I thought doing all things I wanna do can make me happy. Without any thinking if I could hurt someone who has been maybe expecting too much of what I've showed actions.
I was thinking right now, out of all people that I could hurt is someone who's been serious. I actually do it because of "effortless".

I thought, an act of "effortless" is the act of the people who are doing stupid things. I realize now, not all. Some are "effortless" but true and there are some people who made over efforts but in the end they are cheater. Isn't right ???

In today's generation, we don't know how people enjoy themselves, by making things right? or making things wrong that can make them happy?
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Let me narrate the story:

It was last year when I met a man who actually spend time with me during the days that the man is here. Hours of texting, hours of talking...asking if I'm alright, what am I doing, who's with me.

And me, I just go with the flow, without thinking what could that person think after doing such actions. Even I'm not sure yet if I want to be with the person, i just think of myself that I am happy. I keep on letting him expect and me, myself don't have any plans on that man.

There comes a time when that man had a message to me that was wrong sent by him. When I read that message, I already knew he was referring to me without thinking twice because I know what am I doing at that very moment. Who am I going with.

That man was giving me enough reasons to convince me that it was just a wrong send but I'm not that stupid to believe because I know what people thinks.

Last week, i've realize that 2010 is becoming near, I should do the right thing.
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So now, honestly, at the very first start, I don't have interests in you, It didn't come to a point that I'm beginning to like you until now, I can say I don't have "LIKES" in you.

I was just being selfish to show some actions that can make you hurt.

That's why now, I'm starting to do right things. Not letting you feel that I'm interested coz' that's how I feel.

I won't be sorry for you coz' I know, you are not sure of what you really feel. Maybe, you also find someone to enjoy. When you just saw me, you just directly go straight and not thinking a hundred times.

I won't regret of what did I do for I turn my mistakes into the right thing and there's still a time.-BadZ