Hope

I didn't know, this will happen to me after hundred days of resting from a DREAM that I was not expecting it would be a great experience. I've enjoy my dream more than hundred hours. I've exerted effort just to make my dream more colorful. Well, as what had happened, it became colorful and interesting.
after that, some things went through differently and it remain as a WONDERFUL DREAM...

Now,as I'm on my journey..
I can't understand myself. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW?

I'm just trying to be nice to everyone, to enjoy what I have..but, a NIGHTMARE came
I believe in signs. As what am I doing since then to see result. I can't make believe myself that it is not TRUE. My life now is weird as nothing any word can describe. I've just been quiet along my journey, and not destructing someone. I wasn't glad when I already knew the result of sign, but there is still an angel, trying to convince me. And told me and ask me"WHAT IF's". I know, for me to be comforted at that time.

I felt so LOOSER in the world.I don't have anyone to leaned on because i was not used to, to this NIGTHMARE of mine. I can't always be dependent to others. They have their own lives and problems.

That's why, I would just cry alone and always assure no one knows.


I hope, I will already face a new beginning, new day and new person to meet.