Do The Right Thing

Today...
I wanna make things all clear out
Last Midnight, was the beginning of a New Year
A year to enjoy, a year to make this year a better year than last few years, a year to change and a year to make things right.

I thought doing all things I wanna do can make me happy. Without any thinking if I could hurt someone who has been maybe expecting too much of what I've showed actions.
I was thinking right now, out of all people that I could hurt is someone who's been serious. I actually do it because of "effortless".

I thought, an act of "effortless" is the act of the people who are doing stupid things. I realize now, not all. Some are "effortless" but true and there are some people who made over efforts but in the end they are cheater. Isn't right ???

In today's generation, we don't know how people enjoy themselves, by making things right? or making things wrong that can make them happy?
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Let me narrate the story:

It was last year when I met a man who actually spend time with me during the days that the man is here. Hours of texting, hours of talking...asking if I'm alright, what am I doing, who's with me.

And me, I just go with the flow, without thinking what could that person think after doing such actions. Even I'm not sure yet if I want to be with the person, i just think of myself that I am happy. I keep on letting him expect and me, myself don't have any plans on that man.

There comes a time when that man had a message to me that was wrong sent by him. When I read that message, I already knew he was referring to me without thinking twice because I know what am I doing at that very moment. Who am I going with.

That man was giving me enough reasons to convince me that it was just a wrong send but I'm not that stupid to believe because I know what people thinks.

Last week, i've realize that 2010 is becoming near, I should do the right thing.
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So now, honestly, at the very first start, I don't have interests in you, It didn't come to a point that I'm beginning to like you until now, I can say I don't have "LIKES" in you.

I was just being selfish to show some actions that can make you hurt.

That's why now, I'm starting to do right things. Not letting you feel that I'm interested coz' that's how I feel.

I won't be sorry for you coz' I know, you are not sure of what you really feel. Maybe, you also find someone to enjoy. When you just saw me, you just directly go straight and not thinking a hundred times.

I won't regret of what did I do for I turn my mistakes into the right thing and there's still a time.-BadZ