On Holidays

There were nights that your name doesn't appear in my mind. Months had past that I don't hear your voice, I don't see your face and I haven't smell your perfume. I don't miss you because I don't find you when I'm all alone.

Now, I can't sleep, I don't know why.....

Are you going away??? Trying to find another one??? In other place?? Or not???

There are times that we're together...

After I went home from the last time we saw each other, I was bothered by the way you show your facial expressions when people tried to throw jokes on me to let me smile and enjoy. I had attempts in looking at you if you're enjoying the environment or not but your reaction doesn't seems your enjoying instead, your face says "TSK".

On my way home, I keep thinking why I felt that way but I maybe it's just a feeling of concern.

I wanna give a try to share this with my mates but I'm afraid of what would they conclude after hearing what I am feeling.

I'm so confused that why is it going this way??? I'd never expect to be like this because when we're together, I don't feel the word "LASTS" . Happen if meant to be ,and not if it's NOT.

Then why I can't sleep in the middle of the night. ???

I was strolling awhile ago, looking at the people if I can see my friends there.

"I'm annoyed "

because when I look some people, All I can see is your face and in a blink of eye, it's not you. many times...

When I'm about to past the exit door, I remember you when I have smelled the perfume that you are always using.

Why is it these things are happening to me???
I'm not expecting like these...
Seems that you are always remembered by me...
And honestly, I'm expecting to see you in a right time and we'll be together...

Did I do something wrong that it goes this way? I was just trying to make things right when we're together.

Now, I think I'm missing you...

Are you going away or not??? I'll wait for your answer till the time we'll see each other again...
I don't know when is the specific date but I'm 101% sure that we'll see again and enjoying where we are.

Untitled -Simple Plan

I open my eyes, I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how,I can't remember why
I'm lyin' here tonight, And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away, No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:(*)
How could this happen to me?, I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run, the night goes on
as I'm fadin' away, I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream, How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screamin', I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slippin' off the edge, I'm hangin' by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered, And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done, No I can't

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I've made my mistakes, got nowhere to run
the night goes on, as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?